It's too quiet & I can hardly bear the silence!

Reached home today and the reality of me being alone in Stockholm dawned on me so hard that I can hardly breathe. The whole studio is pitch quiet and I hate this silence! Where is my dear dear?!?! I miss him so much, so glad that he finally pick up my call at Heathrow airport and I can hear his voice! Wish I can touch his face now!...Not sure if I can fall asleep tonight ALONE without him... It's going to be tough but I know I can get though it... LOVE YOU SO MUCH DEAR!